The former junior prodigy said she was grateful for her opportunity to travel the world, the friends that she had made, and the platform that came with being a professional athlete.
However, she conceded the toll of the sport outweighed the benefits of continuing life on tour.
โIt also took things from me. My relationship with my body. My health. My family. My self-worth,โ she said.
โWould I do it all again? I really donโt know, but one thing this sport taught me is that there is always a chance to start fresh.โ
Destanee Aiava at the 2025 Australian Open.Credit: Christopher Hopkins
Aiava said there were many factors that contributed to her carrying on this long.
โSometimes I kept playing because I felt like I owed it to not only myself but to everyone who had helped me throughout my career, to try and get back to where (on paper) I belonged,โ she said.
โOther times I kept going because I was too scared to start again. Or I was bored. I also didnโt know who I was outside of tennis and what my true passion was. I was constantly looking for that thing that gave me peace instead of grief. In other words tennis was my toxic boyfriend.โ
Australian tennis player Destanne Aiava.Credit: g
However, Aiava said she ultimately couldnโt, and didnโt want to, carry on with professional tennis anymore, but that she had been proud to represent the Islander community on an international stage and make โhistory for our peopleโ.
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Aiavaโs said she was looking forward to her next chapter, even if she isnโt quite sure what that is.
โI donโt know what this year will look like or where tennis fits into it. What I do know is that this chapter will end on my terms,โ she said.
โAnd I am truly grateful for the people whoโve supported me without trying to change who I am. โ
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